Yeah...It's been awhile. I guess I haven't had much motivation to blog because, well, I don't know whose reading this and sometimes I don't really have anything profound to say......you know, seems like most people's blogs have some kind of "theme" or whatever..and this one is just kind of...blah....whatever I want. Ha.
I will say I've been learning lately the value of not "hanging out". Hanging-out becomes this cycle that never changes. As much as I love my guy friends, if they don't make any moves, well, neither of us is going to get anywhere, so why should we keep building close friendships with people if nothing seems to come from it? I can think of a few guy friends that I've gotten into this rut with. So, basically, I decided to remember my friend's advice when she said "Date me, or leave me alone." After all, you can't just keep being non-committal, getting your emotional "fill" without any "density" (its like eating fast food when you run in, get what you need from someone, then run out), and expect your life to change for the better. Oh no. That just doesn't work. So I'm changing my attitude and keeping my priorities in the right place and looking for and GOING for the kind of guys that are actually what I want in the long run (the more committal kind)--and having enough guns to stick it through until its apparent that it really isn't a good situation for both parties. (and hopefully I can find a guy like that too!)
Secondly, I got a new calling. Wahoo....How I got myself into this I do not know but I really hope that I can be there for the Lord in whatever way I'm needed. It's kind of overwhelming, but I'm getting really excited about it and it will really stretch me and help me to become a better person if I allow it.
Thirdly, I have not been working on my days off because, well, this calling has been kind of draining for one, and for two, I'm realizing how important keeping balance in your life is. As much fun as it is to have more money, its really nice to not be stressed out all the time from working 6 days a week. But man...that money sure is tempting.....so I may still do it every so often because my job ENDS at the end of May! Ah! If you know of any good jobs, let me know. :)
Umm.....some pictures just to keep you happy.
