The pounding heart

So I've had a lot of reasons to be happy lately, with so much going on and so much to do finally, but at the same time I've had so much to do! AAH!

Do you ever just feel overwhelmed? Ha..my roommate was listening to these anti-anxiety tapes that are supposed to help the listener to learn how to channel their anxiety. Well, I overheard the lady on the tape say, "You know, when you wake up at night and your heart is just pounding?" Well, that was me all over it! I haven't slept soundly for days. Maybe this is why I try to avoid stress in my life, but at the same time, I know I am not happy if I'm not working hard. I hate it when life gets in those big pit times when there isn't anything to do...but lately I've been trying to put myself out there, and man is it hard! It isn't the same as EFY when everyone around you is cheering you on and there is tons of support that just keeps you going, ya know? Wouldn't life be fun if we were really all in the work together? It would be like a piece of cake. We would all benefit from working hard and trying to lift others, and we would all be lifted in the process. The burdens would truly be shared. I guess that is why we all need each other so much! :)