Off to California!

Well, here I am in California visiting my family. It's always wonderful being with family again. I love them with all my heart (wipes away tear from eye...;) ) no really, I do. It's always a struggle though, since they live all over the place and I am close to all of them, so when I come to visit I have to stay for quite some time. The first 3 days I spent with my mom and sisters, the next 3 days I spent with my cousins, aunt, uncle, and grandparents in Modesto, and right now I am at my dad's house in the bay area. I would have to say Modesto feels mostly like home for me, even though my dad has been living here since before I was born. My room at my dad's is no longer my room, piled with projects and various items belonging to my step-mom. The carpet is still pink (I chose that color when I was about 8), the walls are now mint green (yeah, I didnt pick that color haha), and I think my dad still has part of my growth chart written on the wall, haha.
I think it is going to be very difficult for me to think of moving with my future husband far far away somewhere where I know I wont get to see them as often. They are like an anchor for me and a great spiritual strength! I always feel more myself when I am with them, maybe it is because I know they will take care of me! Just sitting at home, not even talking to anyone, I just sit there and absorb the atmosphere and I feel like I am whole again! But of course I love talking to them too! Dont worry future honey, I will love you just as much ;) hehehe Well, I am talking to my Modesto family right now so I better get off here or else they will think I am boring cause I cant type and talk at the same time very well! bye!