OK Universe, what do you want? lol

You know, its like the Universe is trying to talk to me right now..but what is it SAYING!! lol.....skip this list if you don't wanna hear all my complaints again...haha

1. Severe stomach pains lead me to the ER....

2. Car is suddenly having all these problems..needed new tires, alignment, battery light came on, and now i think my transmission is acting up...

3. Woke up this morning, and my brand new tires got SLASHED by some vandal kids...had to miss my class for grad school....(my cousin's van also got the tires slashed. Come on people, they are handicapped and have a hard enough time getting around. :(  If there was an emergency, like if Christamae has a seizure, they are stuck in the house. NOT cool.)  I was about to go on a rampage.  

4. My aunt says, "Gee Shayna, I dont know if you can stay here much longer, your cousin might have to move back in with his wife and babies...." 

5. I can't find a full time job, and going back and forth from San Francisco is costing me tons of money in gas, but that seems to be the only place I can find a job...not to mention I feel good about going to that ward...(then again maybe I am wrong in that??)  .yet my grad program is up in Turlock, which is about an hour and a half from SF.  Yeah. 

6.  All these adjustments to moving back in with my family have been pretty rough.  It shouldn't be like this, but I think being away so long and getting used to being on my own has made me used to more autonomy.  I am grateful to be with family, though.....maybe I need to learn how to depend on other people besides myself. I feel so guilty for it though! (and my stuff is all over everyone's space.  I would not like that if I was them!) 

7.  I am so surprised at the downfall in values in California. Maybe being in Utah just made me more sensitive to it, but man oh man this world is definitely at its end, I would say. I'm scared to leave my car parked in the front yard. I would not doubt if the Second Coming happened in the next 50 years.  Not even joking......the scriptures are so right on in their prophecies!  In some ways it is kind of cool seeing it all happening, then again its also frightening in that I can't control it.  And I can't control it for my future kids either, nor can I control it when my friends fall off into roads that only lead to heartache.  :(  

ON another note, I did get to share some of the LDS beliefs with my cousin.  That was pretty fun, not that I am anticipating anything but for a kid who has been through rehab and all kinds of trouble, its really cool to let him know that there is a prophet on the earth today, and apostles,  and that the simple truths that were lost are restored.  I hope he at least checks out the website I sent to him. :)  He was interested in reading Conference....he wanted to hear what the prophet is saying. :)  

And I am really excited that Prince William and Kate are having a baby.  YES!!!