5.31.2010

"Every man is afraid of something. That's how you know he's in love with you; when he is afraid of losing you."

Have you ever had a pervasive fear????  Maybe its a dumb fear, maybe its a really significant, mind altering, life changing fear that just won't let you live your life the way you want to live it.


I'm afraid of bees.  I mean, really, really afraid of bees!  Even this picture freaks me out because I am imagining the photographer standing really close to get this way too personal shot of this creature with a poisonous stinger that is about to wave in his face and jab him in the eye....

Okay, so maybe bees aren't my worst fear in the world, maybe there's other fears that make life really hard beyond the Springtime.  One such fear is the fear that I will make any boy's life boring and that he won't want to stick with me forever.  He will up and leave because I am boring, or too clingy, or too quiet, or too plain, or too serious, or too naggy, or too anxious, or not happy enough......

Oh man, that is scary!! Isn't it???  OH my gosh... HOW does one get over fears in their life???

1 comment:

C'est La Vie said...

ok i have a SERIOUS fear of mosquitoes, no joke.
if there is one in the apartment and i lose it before i can kill it i have an almost panic attack, have to make sure every part of my body is covered and can't stop thinking about it...it's bad...

but think about it, they stick their needle noses IN you and SUCK YOUR BLOOD!!!! GROSS!!! then they put this poison in you cuz they think it's funny for you to itch like crazy. rude.

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